#nurse – inside her broken mind

The week that just went by made me want to throw in the towel. I’ve gone through a whole roller coaster of emotions. I was angry to the point where I became silent. Then I was crying for two consecutive days cause I had lost a colleague, and then I smiled and celebrated with my friend. I real roller coaster.

I never imagined that when I graduated university I would face a pandemic and one of this nature. I use to read books about outbreaks of diseases and how those persons had to fight. I never imagine this would be my reality too.

I didn’t know that in this 21 century where deem ourselves well advanced in technology and knowledge a virus would send to our knees.

I cry because I am human, I have emotions and I am hurting. I live for the day I can step outside smell they fresh air and feel the cool breeze on my face, but as I look at I see that reality escaping us.

My heart aches but I remember God’s words. If it were in this life we had hope we would be men most miserable. I take comfort in God and his word.

Inside the broken mind of a Nurse.

A few months ago I had to privilege of helping with the take care of a critically ill person. I poured my heart into it, as I always do because I believe in giving the best care possible. As the days progressed I continued to do by very best. I was reassigned to another area in middle care as such, I was not able to be there for the duration of the person’s stay. I was elate though when I heard of the recovery they had made.

Today while I was at my local supermarket walking along side my mother she began to tell me how a lady came to her today to express how grateful she was about the care I had given to her relative. The person voiced to my mother, that I was an angel sent by God. This lady was looking at me while I was rendering care and I had no idea, how much she was recording in her mind my actions. She even knew my mother (which i didn’t know) so much so, she found her in person so she could relay a message of gratitude. I was so happy and my heart as been so merry after hearing

Some days your jobs get so hard, stressful and very demanding, but do not forget why you choose to do what you are doing. Give of your best service in what ever you are doing amidst those days. They may not say it immediately, but they are taking notes. Someone has been praying for a smooth day and you could be the very answer to their prayer.

PS: PCR is Negative

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